Friday, May 8, 2009

trapped

So once again i find myself looking into the future and change is on the horizon. The change is good change, but yet in my life another huge adjustment to go through.
What i am really talking about is that in-between stage. That stage where you know change is coming but you have great commitment in the present time, you obviously can't live in the future.
I feel trapped, like i cannot focus on the here an now, i cannot give my all to what i am doing. Yet i also cannot look to the future or i'll be walking around in a daze.
So what does one do? obviously we must look to the Lord for strength but how do we live when we feel trapped. We know any day now we will be released yet in this moment, we are in the prision cell...